Watch Your Words

Assalamualaikum & hi!

Actually the reason i'm writing this right now is.. I just..don't really like when some people drag someone down by leaving such negative comments on their social medias (in public). Well i've read lots of rude comments people said to someone on social medias; doesn't matter if their intention is either to make someone be a better person or to make someone feels down. 

My point here is, if..if you say something bad to them on their social medias just to make them feel bad about themselves, you shouldn't. You're just gonna make yourself look like a really desperate person, or should i say.. You're just reflecting how bad you are, as a human being in this temporary world. If you ever feel better watching them falling..you should realise that your heart is getting darker. And your distance with God is just getting further, and further. Is that what you really want? Be better. Don't let your sins silent your heart from calling The One Up There. Before you say something to people, think. Think wisely. Because you'll never know if they're gonna take your words seriously. Even if you're just joking. And don't ever complain that they're not being sporting etc, because we're all different. The limit of patience in each of us..they're different. 

But if you leave comments in public, saying that they should change themselves for their own good, God bless your kind soul. But.. Why don't you just message them in private? And..why must in public..? Even though you're doing that just because you want them to be a better person, think. Think wisely. If there's someone reprove you in public, saying that you shouldn't do this and that, how do you feel? I mean, lets be honest here. If it was me, i wouldn't feel angry towards them. Instead i would thank them for remarking me to be a better person. But at the same time i would feel disappointed, like, is it hard to just reprove me in private? And i don't think you all are gonna do the way like i do. See..because we're different. Sometimes, you need to know how to help someone to be better. I mean, they way you reprove them. Use the correct way. Use positive words instead of negative words. You don't know..how that person has tried their best to be happy, how that person has tried their best to not fall.. And you don't even know, if that person cried all night long, just because of your words. 

No offense. But i admit sometimes it looks like social & mental bullies to my eyes. Its not that you can't reprove someone to be a good person, its just that.. You should know.. Sometimes people take your positive words negatively; because they didn't even look at the brighter side. And sometimes people take your words too deep that they can even kill themselves because of those words. You should know the better way to reprove them. And not to forget, if you..really want to see them in Jannah, you should make du'as for them. InsyaAllah Allah will ease everything for you, and for that person. You know.. Its good to know that God helps them to be better..through your prayers. 

So lets be better! As a human being, i know i also make mistakes, and i know, sometimes my words are (maybe) harsh for you to accept. But i didn't mean to make you feel down. I'm sorry. To anyone who's reading this right now, i'm genuinely sorry if i ever hurt you. Intentionally and unintentionally. May your heart filled with so much forgiveness, more than the stars in the sky. May Allah swt bless your life and protect your pure heart. Amin! So thats all for now. Sorry again..if my words hurt you. I'm just saying what i feel. Because it's hurting me..to see someone feels bad about themselves just because of some negative words they receive. And it actually makes my day, to finally get to write about this topic that some people might take it easy.. Ahh! Anyway thanks for your time reading my blog, appreciate that a lot! Bye! Assalamualaikum! :) 

That-rawwrrr-customer!

Well, ehem.

Assalamualaikum & hi! Dah lama tak update blog, its been like a month i guess..since i last updated my blog xD I just had no time to make a new blog post since i was working before. 

So last thursday was my last day working at JUWITA weddings, Aeon Big. Berat je hati ni nak tinggalkan dorang semua masa tu :') And at that time i kept telling myself that kitorang still boleh jumpa bila bila nanti. InsyaAllah :) Nasib baik dapat tahan air mata masa tu! Hahaha xD

Aku ingat lagi masa aku awal awal masuk kerja, kak erna ada cakap yang kerja ni banyak main perasaan je. So mula mula aku cam...krik krik.. Hahaha! And tibalah satu hari niiii...aku kena marah dengan satu customer ni. Canni, mula mula dia mintak gabus yang panjang, katanya dah carik tapi takde. So dia tanyalah camna nak buat gabus panjang. Aku pun jawab jela "biasanya designer akan beli gabus yang besar and potong je ikut size macam mana dia nak". Aku jawab cemtu je sebab i thought dia dah carik. So aku fikir cam "oh habis stok latu" kk :/

TIBA TIBA ANAK DIA JUMPA GABUS PANJANG DEPAN MATA JEEEEEEEE xD Mak dia pun cakap la kat aku "Ni apa? Bukan gabus panjang? Tak nampak ke?" ZAPPPP menusuk terus ke jiwaku ini...hahaha! Aku pun diam jela..

Actually yang tu aku tak kisah lagi. Yang menyedihkan aku tu bila dia amik lace untuk lilit kat keliling dulang dia. Pastu lepas dia dah try lilit tu dia tunjuk la kat aku panjang mana lace yang dia nak pakai tu. Dia pun tanyala "berapa meter ni dik?" Aku pun dengan yakin jawab "satu meter". And then dia tak caya. Katanya takut je kurang dari satu meter. Aku pun katalah yang kat sini paling kurang pun boleh amik satu meter je. TIBA TIBA DIA MARAH. Dia kata "yela! Satu meter pun try jela ukur pakai pembaris tu!"

Aku pun ikut jela cakap dia *amik pembaris, ukur panjang lace tu*. Yap! Satu meter. Fuh lega. Yang zapp nya bila aku tengah ukur lace tu pakai pembaris depan dia, dia boleh lagi cakap  "haihh geram betullah aku dengan dia ni!". Ya Allah sedih sangat time tu xD Tapi aku diam je. Lepastu anak dia sempat lagi gelakkan aku :( Terus sehari tu aku badmood. Nasib baik ada shaf, hilang rasa sedih aku kat tempat kerja :') 

Betul cakap kak erna, memang main perasaan. Bukan nak kutuk customer ke apa, tapi aku macam ya Allah kenapa ada customer yang garang ceni :< takut aku nak layan x( Tapi selama aku kerja ni Alhamdulillah customer yang aku layan mostly baik baik & mesra :D Hehe. But apa apapun yang penting, bila kerja ni kita kena sabar layan customer. And kena senyum selalu. Kang nanti monyok je customer pun cabut xD

Ok la tu je untuk harini. InsyaAllah aku akan update lagi blog lepasni hehe. Sebenarnya ada banyak lagi nak cerita. Pasal kaknies semua. Tapi takpelah, lain hari nanti insyaAllah :b Best jugak tulis bm ni, cam tengah bercerita dengan kawan xD Kekeke ok bye! Assalamualaikum! 

Galphaxy #2k15

"The greatest gift of life is friendship, and I have received it." :)

Assalamualaikum and hi earthlingss! Well since i posted nothing on my blog like already few months (lol), i could finally spend some times to post one today! Yay? Yay! xD And yupp today's topic is gonna be a Galphaxy #2k15! 

Galphaxy #2k15-- literally the best class i've ever been to. Sounds cliché or cheeky? Well you'll know how wonderful it is to be in 5 Alpha this year. I mean i'm not actually proud of myself that i'm in 5 Alpha or i'm not writing this because i wanna brag about my classmates, well actually i mostly feel like a couch potato among my classmates since i really adore each one of them. Even though i don't talk much (yup i'm so so soooo quiet in the class..i mean, i'm too shy to start the conversation with them hahaha), they are still kind towards me, they're still helpful, cheerful and i must say they're the most generous calssmates i've ever had. And actually 5 Alpha is not like what most people think-- study all the time, serious & stuffs. Yup to be honest i did feel the same way when i was in 4 Beta, but whoopss..i was wrong. They're so funny, they make jokes like most of the time! And they could even make fun of other students and teachers too. Well guess what? They're so energetic! Or should i say hyper? Because 5 Alpha is actually the most noisy class i've ever been to, seriously! xD But whatever it is, they're still the best, and there's like no other people could beat their spirit on making the class so neat and clean! Hahaha. I still remember the first week struggling in 5 Alpha, i was so afraid that i couldn't adapt myself with them. But week after week, and month after month, i realised that they're so friendly, they didn't even care where do i came from, they treat me very well till now. I'm blessed to have them in my life, even i make things between us become awkward sometimes..ahaa I didn't mean to... Well i just hope that our friendship lasts longer, and i genuinely pray that we all could achieve our target for the upcoming SPM. Lets break a leg and pray hard so that someday we could meet again with some of you have become a successful doctor, a fair lawyer, a nice teacher..or maybe a loyal husband/wife? Uhuk uhukks who knows xD 

I guess thats all for now. I didn't want this post to look like we're gonna split right now since there are still much time to make precious memories together! Thanks guys for everything, i hope our memories together will sink deep in your cerebrum :p Byebye! Assalamualaikum :') 

Llamas (special edition)

Assalamualaikum. Hello! 

So today i wanna talk about llama. Yes, llama :))) Hahaha i don't even know why i feel like laughing everytime i hear the word 'llama' xD hahaha! (15 minutes later...) -Wait i can't stop laughing right now hahaha xD 

Alright alright, lets get back on track. Do you guys know what llama is? Because at first my sister and i also had no idea what llama is...........ok actually, llama is an animal. Yes, an animal. Wait should i say its cute? Because my sister says so. Hehe. I think i should show you some pictures of llamas just in case you also have no idea what they look like.

Tadaaaaaaa!

Actually, i'm really afraid to search for llamas' photos because yea..you know i can't really look at animals' pictures :( (you should already know this if you've read 15 facts about me). But since they're very cuteee, i'm 100% ready to look at their photos! Cheeky me..hehe. I guess all llamas must be proud to see themselves in my blog right now. Anything for you llamas.

Actually, my sister (adah) and i, we really like watching vine, there are lots of viners we adore and one of them is twaimz. Some of you might know him, if not from vine, maybe from youtube? yea he's a youtuber too! Twaimz is really funny (cliche word, always) but you know what, this funny is a different one. Trust me! Wait can i laugh a moment? Hahaha! So we really like to watch twaimz's videos and laugh our head off! Twaimz always says the word 'llama' and at first we really thought that llama was a human being, a man (we literally had no idea that time lol).

After a long time enjoying his videos, my sister finally found out that llama is actually an animal. She also found out that twaimz always says the word 'llama' because most people said their faces are same. Yea he got that a lot. Wait, let me show you a photo of them,

So cute isn't it? Hahaha! The funniest thing is, twaimz also made some songs about llamas xD you can search 'The llama song' on youtube if you're interested to listen to it. Of course, the lyrics of the song is funny and you'll burst into laughter! I hope you'll not burst into tears. Hope so hahaha xD

Twaimz and llamas give like a 'big impact' to my sister and i. We always do an impression of twaimz, and laugh non-stop. Oh and not to forget, my sister also likes to sing the llama song even though she just knows few words from the lyrics. Like seriously hahaha. And thats why, i like to call her my llama, she seems to like her 'nickname' now xD

I found this extremely cute! Hahaha.

Somehow i think i shouldn't post all this things on my blog i don't know why hahaha i know i knowwww, this post doesn't give benefits to you guys xD but i hope some of you do laugh reading this post and maybe it can release your stress....? Hahaha i don't know, i hope so!

I think you guys already be like "why you wrote so long...." Hahaha ok then, i should go now. Goodbye, Assalamualaikum! :D 

P/s: you look great when you laugh :p so, don't forget to always laugh. Wait, don't laugh when you're taking examination or else your classmates will hit you :")

Be Yourself.

Assalamualaikum hi! :D i know its been a looong time since i last updated my blog! I'm kinda busy lately.. @.@

Ok lets just move on to our topic for today. Be yourself. Yea.

So this topic keeps crossing my mind and i think it is interesting somehow. Be yourself. We often hear that words. To be yourself is easy, but i just wanna share whats on my mind here. For me, being yourself is not something that you've to stick on with. You know what, you can't just assume that when you're being yourself, you are actually having your own stance. Sometimes, being yourself is something you've to be careful about. Because, if being yourself doesn't show that you're a nice person, muslim/muslimah, or anything synonyms with it, you've to change. Yes, change yourself. 

We can see lots of people out there saying bad words, or do bad things, and they say they're actually being themselves. Now i ask, what do you think about them? Is it a correct way to be yourself when you do bad things? I know people make mistakes. So do i. That's why, we have to change. Change to be a better person, a better slave of Allah swt. 

Lets see..ok this one thing just came up from my mind.. Last tuesday I opened my askfm and i got something like this "You don't have to replicate other people. Just be yourself" haaa camtu kot, if i'm not mistaken. After thinking for about 30 mins, i then decided not to reply what the anon sent to me. Because i had no idea how to respond to that kind of things. Like, what should i say? Thank you for advising me? Or should i say that i'm honestly being myself? So yea here i am. I hope you read this and get my answer :)

I wanna share what i think about being myself. Honestly, i'm really not a nice person backthen. When i was in form 1, i had a fight with my seniors. When i was in form 2, i rarely went to school. There were so many reasons why. And i nearly got a warning letter from school. Firstly, what i wanna say is, when i was at that kind of ages, i really thought that i was being myself and no one could stop me from being myself until i realized that it was actually a wrong way to be myself when i was in form 3. Yes. When i was in form 3, i got a lot of inspiration from different people. At that time i really wanna change myself, so i tried--stop saying bad words, stop cursing & stop doing bad things. I tried my best & that was when i felt really close to Allah swt. But then i often asked myself, "am i being my true self right now?" Because it seemed like i was replicating someone and suddenly trying to be good in front of people. 

And honestly i got the answer by myself when i was in form 4. You know what, when you try to change yourself to be better, you're actually practising to put all the positive vibes in yourself. With all the positive vibes you have, you can be your true self. Trust me, its not being yourself, but being your true self. And that's when some people say you're not being yourself. Because what they see is, you've changed. You are no longer being the old you. They think that you're trying to be nice in front of other people. But the fact is, they didn't realize how much you've tried to change yourself. And they didn't see that you're actually trying to be better, not trying to look good in front of people. You see that? Don't get yourself wrong when you're trying to apply good attitudes from the people you adore into yourself. It's indeed a beautiful way to change yourself. 

I guess thats it for now! Thank you for spending your time reading this :D I'm sorry if my words hurt you, i didn't mean to! May Allah swt put barakah in your time. Goodbye, Assalamualaikum! :) 

01/01/2015

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum! 

01/01/2015-

Happy New Year everyone! :D May Allah grant you & your family happiness fiddunya wal akhirah. 

Well, 2015 doesn't make me feel that good since i'll be sitting for SPM this year. I have butterflies in my stomach everytime the word SPM crosses my mind. Crazy isn't it?Hahaha!

Since 2015 will be the busiest year for me so far, this clearly shows that i'll not be posting a lot of stories, memories, or anything else at my blog because i have to focus on my biggest examination first! I'm not saying that i'll not post anything, just, I do, if i have time insya Allah. I want to make my family (esp my parents) to be proud of me. I want to make them happy because of me, again.

So this is my first post and i already act like i've been posting a lot of stories before hahaha xD Anyway, do pray for my success in this dunya as well in the Hereafter. May Allah bless! 

Assalamualaikum :)